I apologize...
I keep writing but haven't had the courage to post anything lately.
God has been so good to me. HE has blessed me with multiple miracles... HE saved my baby boy's life twice today when HE prompted me to move at just the right moment.
My problem: I have allowed someone's cutting remarks to enter my heart, and it's been really difficult to release its influence.
I am a runner: I feel like I was running along just fine, but somebody came along and tripped me. The thing that I apologize for is that I LET them trip me!! Thus, I have an injured soul at the moment, but I have every confidence that God will heal my injuries... I just need a moment... or maybe a couple more days of recovery.
Even though I don't feel the complete healing quite yet, I know its coming!! I just have to keep praying and trusting. God has proven to me over the years that HE always comforts me and speaks to my soul the lessons I need to learn, but I am only able to accept that comfort and those lessons once I have reached the depths of humility... I'm reaching those depths right now!!
Right at this very moment, I feel like a hopeless case of tears, but I KNOW that God is working through those tears. HE is ALWAYS near.
So sorry about whatever was said. I've missed you and your beautiful words and stories! I always look to your daily miracles when I'm struggling to see my own. XOXO
ReplyDeleteThank you for your uplifting words. Your xo’s made me cry again this morning.
DeleteI have checked every day for a new post. Your wisdom and gratitude feeds my soul. Thank you for sharing your Daily Miracles. I am so sorry that someone was ugly.
ReplyDeleteJoanie, thank you for continuing to check in. My heart is deeply touched by you, and you make me want to be better.
DeleteDon't let the actions or words on one person affect your influence for good in the world. We all love you and the Lord loves you. If blogging isn't for you that is okay, but don't stop just because of some hatred in the world. We ALL know where hatred comes from.
ReplyDeleteSisters in the gospel baby!
Thank you so very, very much for your perspective!! Amen Sista!!
DeleteRachel I have missed you and reading about your beautiful daily miracles. I'm so sorry you have been the recipient of unkindness. Remember that there are many people who you know and don't know who care for you and appreciate the uplifting words you share with us daily.
ReplyDeleteOh… I’m crying again… Thank you so much for your words.
DeleteFor am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ. -C.S Lewis
ReplyDelete“Never let us be guilty of sacrificing any portion of truth on the altar of peace.” ~ J. C. Ryle
You're exactly right Cristee. Thank you for your messages. One of my very most favorite books-I'm sure you've read it- is called, "You Are Special" by Max Lucado. Its simple message speaks to my heart every time I read it. ps Thank you for the scriptures you shared previously as well. :-)
DeleteYay! You're back! I have missed your posts so much. I'm so sorry that you have had someone be less than kind to you. Your writings touch more people than you know and I'm sure the adversary would love to put a stop to them. Keep your head up and know that you are a beautiful daughter of God. Keep on writing and sharing your beautiful testimony. It definitely helps this Sista in Indiana!
ReplyDeleteYOU are beautiful!! Thank you for spreading sunshine and for giving me such a big smile.
DeleteOh Babe, this made me sad. Don't let darkness get you down. Don't let him win. So often I look at my children and how they react to things and think, "I have a choice to teach them to react how the Mills kids do or how I do." I want my kids to shout, "It's a miracle!" when something amazing happens. I want them to witness me turning to prayer right away when I'm losing it or struggling with something, rather than ranting or raving about it! Reading your daily miracles gives me to inspiration to search for and appreciate our own miracles and teach my children to depend more on the Lord when problems/evil influences arise. You're shining your light out, girl, and it's lighting my candle when I read your words! I know blogging can be a mental strain and exhausting when you just want to fall into bed. And can unfortunately open you up to all sorts of criticism. But please know the rest of us appreciate your glow and your happiness. Your enthusiasm for life and goodness is infectious. As is your unabashed love of God and your example of living as a spiritual being having a mortal experience, not the other way around. Love you, Rachel! Thanks for everything you put on here, consistent or not :)
ReplyDeleteIvey, I was thinking about you and wondering how you were doing last night. Less than 5 minutes later, I received your message. Thank you for being my light from so far away. Thank you for your generosity of spirit. I love you!
DeleteOh my goodness, I am so glad you are back!!! Ever since I was "miraculously" led to your blog, my morning ritual has been to get my husband off to work, kids to school, read your daily post, pray and read scriptures, making for a wonderful start to my day. I am so sorry for the hurt someone has caused you. For that one hurtful experience I have no doubt there are THOUSANDS of others that you have inspired, uplifted, and touched the hearts of. Mine included. I cannot tell you how many times your words have been the EXACT thing I needed to hear and learn from. So many times (other than one email when I discovered your blog for the first time) I should have told you so but didn't because of my own fears, insecurities, etc. This very post being one of them. Thank you for being you, thank you for opening your heart and sharing the special gift you have been given.
ReplyDeleteHugs to you! :)
Lorraine, thank you so much for your encouragement. You have no idea the strength you gave me this morning. I received your words right at the perfect moment. Thank you for doing something that was hard for you to do to lift another. Thank you also for including me in your daily routine! :-) I appreciate knowing you're there. God bless you!! Hugs to you too!! Sending you so much love.
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